GREGORY: As the months, the days, the minutes pass, what do we truly see? Do they become an eternity of love within our hearts, even when we are separate yet united by death? How do we heal the pain of the loss of a loved one, when one feels abandoned by their faith and God seems he is nowhere to be found? Yet, he is always present.

My Heart, my hope, is that Jesus will heal the pain of our parent’s hearts due to the death of their children. So, they may see them within the arms of eternal life, within the arms of God.

I am sad about the loss of Robert. His parents have been grieving for three years. His mother is unable to reconcile why she is unable to hold her dead child within her arms as his ashes were strewn into the sea by my hand on this day, his birthday.

This is the way God wanted it and I asked what was I supposed to give them, to learn from their grief and their ability to make laughter with tears. Love is the only answer. A love given and a love lost. A love to remember of a life once lived.

I held his ashes in my hands and poured them into the sea like a baptism of the freedom of trusting in God’s mercy. Their tears for their baby, in offering him to his creator, were real and will never pass with time. They will always be a remembrance of how to love unconditionally during one’s greatest sorrow.

I must never forget that they entrusted me to fulfill this work through God. To pour his flesh into the sea of God’s compassionate mercy; for I said just before doing so three times, “O blood and water that pour forth from the heart of Jesus as a fountain of mercy for us, I trust in You” and then his remains went into the heart of God’s love. There, his soul will rest eternally with great joy, with no more pain.

Lord, I pray for Robert’s parents, our old family friends of shared moments of love. May you console and heal them in your mercy, for in their final offering of Robert to your heart, they feel alone and afraid, ready to die to see him once more. Fill them with your Spirit of Life that they may breathe with the joy of love in the memories of their son, a gift from you and a gift returned to you forever. Let love rain into their sea of remembrance that they may witness in a greater way for you today. This was the joy of Robert’s life of struggles, tears, and illness, loving, even in his pain.

I did not know what I was going to say to them, but you gave me the words in the vision of your blood pouring upon his ashes. Thank you for helping them and for consoling them. Thank you for everything, for every moment of our lives.

Yes, life is a gift of love. This was my lesson to learn once again, a lesson that I hope to seek to learn eternally. What more can there be? May I wait patiently within you and within your heart for all eternity that I may be as you desire, a messenger of love.

Thank you for calling me home to the sea where Robert now lies and where the hope of my mission was reborn; for as I was led by the Holy Spirit to place the vase of his remains under the water, I had at that moment a vision of myself in the sea baptizing souls like John long ago and I remembered. I remembered that which I cannot say, but found a renewed hope in the Lord’s promise to call all souls to repent in the waters of God’s compassionate mercy and be cleansed with the word of our Savior, with the message of hope, repentance and conversion to the love of God.

The mystery of my faith was reborn, one that was nearly lost by the tests of many trials. Forgive my pride, dear Lord, forgive the hardness of my heart.

JESUS: My dearest Gregory, I allowed you to witness yourself in your role as my precursor; for in the precursor, there must be found sincerity and humility, love and wisdom, the guidance of the Spirit to announce the day of the coming of the Lord, my coming into the hearts of all souls who desire to live eternally.

Yes, I wanted you to witness yourself in future times when every weakness will be overcome by death and the rebirth of grace within your soul: the white mantel that you were wearing, the calmness of the sea that you will live in, the length of your hair in strength, the hope of my love to console and the greatest trust in my mercy to give. You will touch the hands and hearts of my children with a love that will transform them. You will lead my people into the light of love for all eternity in announcing the good news of the new dawn of love that is to come.

I am he who is to come and your heart will rise in patience and in love to lead my children. Wait in silence as your heart has been led. Wait in the truth of my Spirit to anoint you daily. I will lead you to a greater hope. What you have seen, many would like to witness. You must trust in my grace to lead you.

GREGORY: Jesus, I believe, I believe that nothing is impossible for God and that love will accomplish all things. I fear my weakness, but you are my strength to carry me through these dark nights of my soul. Only you can do so. Help me, lead me as you desire.

JESUS: I want to teach you to love in every way by my hand. Hold me, dear child.

GREGORY: [I am having a vision of Jesus before me dressed in his white mantle. He presses his heart to mine.]

GREGORY: Jesus, I need you. Help me to fulfill your will in love; for your will is love. Everything that you do is loving and gentle.

And now the same vision of me in the water is reoccurring. This is the path. I must stand in the waters of faith and compassion that mercy and love may reign within my heart for all souls.

I have never experienced anything like this for in those waters lies the truth of my calling, there I lie in waiting to grow daily in God’s love. There, I will stand united to others, united in truth and mercy for all souls in need of love to convert their hearts daily.