Jesus says, “My dear child, I am with you. I am with you in all things and I shall never abandon you for I love you, and I am your God of mercy and of hope.

Yes, my son, trust in me. Believe even in the midst of the storms that you have been enduring. Entrust your heart to my mercy each day. Entrust your heart to the hope of my holy love. And I shall love you and I shall redeem you into the light daily for I am the light. Place all of your dependence on me to seek my peace and to seek my strength to endure.”

‘My Lord, as I am now going to New York, why do I think that I am not meant to go? In this world of materialism, of darkness . . .’

“My son . . .”

‘. . . of power my Lord, the power which only you can give. Why do you have me with these souls moving like a feather from within amongst them? I am thankful for all that you have done for me. I want to be thankful, I want to believe, to walk strongly with faith in you. I want to love only, to love only them. It is difficult to leave my home now with my sister, she does not feel well, and the circumstances with my nephew.’

“Yes, my child, continue to speak for my glory, for in the end I shall reveal the truth.”

‘I want to speak, my Lord, for I do not know what to do, but my eyes are fixed on you.’

Jesus replies, “My son, I am sending you amongst the powerful of this world, the power that only my Father can allow. So, then they may witness me, that they may see me in you. Provide to them the love that they need, the love of my example for their hearts have become dry and hardened.

They do not even realize that they are walking amongst the dead, trying to give light, the light that only I can be. Do you understand?”

‘Yes, my Lord, it is still difficult to go, so help me.’

Our Lord says, “My son, when you are there fulfilling my work and my will, you will be happy, you will rejoice. For although you feel now that you do not want to go, I shall send you anyway for I know that it is not only for your better good but also for the good of my children.

For there is also Satan amongst them attempting to deceive them to confuse their path. That is why you must bring them to me in your witness, in your presence and most importantly in your love, the love that I give you.”

‘Yes, my Lord, I understand. Then, my Lord, send me as your desire and may I rejoice in your love, and in giving your love. I am unworthy and a sinner. Send me as you desire. I want to hold your people in my heart.

Yes, I thank you for all that you have done for me, for you have done great things and may I only focus on their hearts. May I be, and fulfill, all that you created me to be, that I may set their hearts on fire, that I may set their hearts on fire and give them the joy of your love.

I know not what to do, Lord, but my eyes are fixed on you and I know that you revealed to me in that moment what must be fulfilled.’

“My son, the Angel Gabriel once told you that your life would never be normal. Don’t try to make it such. Just simply be who I have called and chosen you to be and through my grace, everything shall be fulfilled naturally as I desire.”

‘I love you, my Lord, I love you.’

And He says, “And my son when you are with them, do not focus on their worldly power, focus on their hearts. The power that they have is an illusion of this world. Their hearts and souls were created by the hand of God our Father, who loves you and who shall protect you.”

‘Yes, my Lord, I understand. May I glorify thee that you may be magnified. May I be less, that you shall be more. May I know less in the more that I know?’

“Yes, my son, we will walk together- walk calmly, peacefully, in the stillness of my love to be an instrument of peace for them.”