‘My Lord, “So I have looked for you in this sanctuary to see your power and glory,” Psalm 63. O my Lord, renew my heart and soul this day that I may give witness to your love through every word that I speak, and be your example of the light, of your light, within me for others.’
“My son, talk to my heart.”
‘My Lord, these past months have been wonderful and blessed, as well as made joyful in your love. They have also been filled with many attacks from the enemy, and there are those moments when I do not know how much more I can endure. You are my only hope.
Holy Spirit, come within my heart, mind, body and soul, and fill me with your hope. Psalm 42 says, “My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When shall I come and appear before God?”
My Lord, I thank you for you appear before me each day and I see your loving mercy for souls.
Yes, renew my heart, renew that which I hope for. Take me, I love you. You said to speak to your heart and I am in part, tired and weary, but your strength lives within me.’
“My son, do you not think that I myself did not become tired or weary? Do you not think I was not made exhausted by the sins of humanity and continue to be so?”
‘Yes, my Lord, I am sorry for my sins and the sins of the whole world, and I ask forgiveness in any way that I have offended you.’
“Come to me, my child, let me embrace you.”
I am now having a vision of Jesus before me. A golden light exudes from his body and surrounds him. His arms are open to receive me and I enter in his love.
“My son, offer your heart to my mercy each day. Speak your heart to my heart.
Yes, heart to heart, soul to soul, and love for love, my love.”
‘My Lord, how should you call me so? For I do not know if I know the meaning of those words at this moment for I am unworthy.’
“My son, my love for you has never changed and my call persists in my mercy.”
‘My Lord, Psalm 27 says, “When you said, seek my face, my heart said to you, ‘Your face, Lord, I will seek.’”
My Lord and my God, I seek your face, for how in a moment you uplift me and you change everything. Everything becomes new, and I am filled with life. My heart cries for the mercy of my heart.
Yes, my Lord, Jeremiah 29 says, “And you will seek and find me when you search for me with all your heart.” I want to come to you with all my heart. I want to give you all my heart.’
“Let your heart sing a new song of love in my glory. Let your heart sing a new song of love in my hope. And do not allow the enemy to use fear as a weapon against you. Rejoice in the beauty of life. Rejoice in the beauty of my love.”
‘My Lord, awaken my heart and soul, Jesus.’
“My son, when you walk with me, you walk in the strength of my love, not fear. For as I say, love cast out all fear, so fulfill all things with joy and my mercy shall be complete in you.”
‘My Lord, all that you created is beauty. Psalm 27 says, “One thing I have desired of the Lord, that I will seek after, that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord and to inquire in his temple.”
I want to make it there, my Lord. Increase your love within me for you are my hope.’